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The last Glass quote

“Nowadays the world is lit by lightning! Blow out your candles Laura — and so goodbye…”

I left Saint Louis. I descended the steps of this fire escape for a last time and followed, from then on, in my father’s footsteps, attempting to find in motion what was lost in space. . . . I would have stopped, but I was pursued by something. . . . I pass the lighted window of a shop where perfume is sold. The window is filled with pieces of colored glass, tiny transparent bottles in delicate colors, like bits of a shattered rainbow. Then all at once my sister touches my shoulder. I turn around and look into her eyes. Oh, Laura, Laura, I tried to leave you behind me, but I am more faithful than I intended to be! I reach for a cigarette, I cross the street, I run into the movies or a bar, I buy a drink, I speak to the nearest stranger — anything that can blow your candles out!

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Close the play, close the reality that Tom disguised under his illusion, also close the last chance I learned from this drama.

Awful!



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THE NARRATOR

Today is a windy day. Wind makes you cold, and rain makes you remember. Sitting besides the wide opening window, having some aged feeling, I decided to watch movies, instead of staring at the inbox, and think of “ What, why, how” to reply some mails as a reference response. Sometimes, the worst place is not in Sahara Desert, it’s actually on the chair set in front of your private screen. Out to downstairs, caught “Two weeks” on Star Movies Channel, laid my lazy back on the aim chair, I was watching.

“Two weeks” is a story about the five member family without a roof. The title is also the time left for four siblings to be with their dying holy mother, the only one who can hold her family together. However, this movie’s not impressed me so much, except the appearance of narrator in the movie, the daughter’s. I don’t know if the narrator have any attraction to you to take a deep attention, but it always plays an important role in my watching taste.

So now, you can realize that I’m not going write down anything about this drama, actually I’m telling you about “narrator” :)

Narrator is one of three entities responsible for story telling of any kind. The others are the author and audience specifically to literature. I’ve never questioned myself why I have a special care before, however I think there’s a personal reason related to my personality. Narrator is to tell the story in his own point of view in the story, but he’s not the one who knows everything, remember. Sometimes, the author changed the narrator in turns for the readers understand the whole characters in the stories. And if you used to read Animorphs, a famous science fiction series by K.A. Applegate, you can see the effect of this method.

In movies, the narrator always has a sentimental voice, leading the story to the audience with his strongest feeling. The better he does, the bigger share in his love, in his life I can see. The most recent movie with a narrator’s voice much attracting me is Brad Pitt’s in the cast of “Benjamin Button”. Sometimes you know, I wish I were him, telling everyone some private story with a most honest voice of my own. So I have a silly habit after watching, playing the narrator roles in the film, pretend to telling by reading along what he said. Do you think that’s a good way to feel the work of art better?!

In our lives, everyone can be a teller, but the good one would be the one who can show the deepest thought in his heart, whatever the listener can get or not. It’s just because he take others to his journey, going to and stay in some special places, but only people truly want that, let him does…

P/S: I love express the feeling with my own voice by the way speaking out what’s in my head as a narrator. Talk to myself, everyone, or no one!
Hope in future, I could use this page to do that well! :)


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THE POWER OF MEMORY IN ‘THE GLASS MENAGERIE’ PLAY

 

Last night, I spent all night for writing an essay as a final American literature project about Tennessee William and his drama, The Glass Menagerie. However, it seems that a number of expected words on the essay are not enough to all my thought. So now I’d like to release some more, consider as my personal feeling to this great masterpiece.

 

Someone accuses William of being too personal in his writing, and the truth, as he does confess is just because he didn’t think he could escape being. That doesn’t mean he is the one of characters in the play, it’s simply is the dynamics of them. To me, it’s true to say that completely the ‘too personal’ in William builds his success in each symbolic presented during 7 scenes of the play. However, the limit in his characters not only for Tom, Jim, Laura in ‘The Glass Menagerie’ but also for Mrs. Blanche, Stanley in ‘The Streetcar named desire’ still remains. There’s no much developing in his characters, or William doesn’t want any change to them, setting their destinies up to forever that the fantasy and reality can’t never be made to a circle?!

It’s not really an unconventional technique in drama, but is an indirect way of dealing with approaching to the truth, closer and closer completing the responsibility for the reality that certainly shouldn’t be escaped.

It’s also right for the expressionism which is the tendency of a dramatist to distort reality for an emotional effect. Being a memory play, the narrator can be free to release his own feeling, for the memory which is “seated predominantly in the heart” according to the emotional value. Memory is something un-realistic, so likely enjoyed in a dim and poetic atmosphere, for the audience facing with dark, leading them to the world of the Wingfileds’ apartment where there are three members trying out to escape from their worlds by living in the illusion they are trapped  in.

There’s Tom, the young man who has full of increasing conflict, even in himself. He’s nostalgic, sarcastic and bitter toward everything around him. In spite of being torn between the family responsibility and his desire, at last he archived his escape from home. But tragically, it’s just a physical escape, he can’t get rid of the image of his sister in a fragile face with broken smile beside her glass world waiting for someone to protect. So the dream of adventure is still somewhere that he can never ever touch, while memory is haunting and biting him over.

There’s Laura, a sister who is too sensitive and frail. She builds a barrier to the outside world with her inferiority complex that no one can break through except for her gentleman caller she’s going to keep in her notebook.  Confining her world of make-believe, staying away from others, spending all time walking around even deceiving her mother skipping business class, Laura doesn’t know what should she wish for by the time the bright star appeared. In the end, it seems she can touch the real world, but up and down, her future is still dim as it was…

 

In the way of effort and time apparent in each scene, memory is alive and seated forever in their mind, no matter how they tried to escape. Like William, he gets trouble to forget his life…

So we call it, the power of the memory :).

 

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SPACE & PAGE

Space is an amount of empty place that is available to use. It’s obvious that everybody gets their own space, so do I.
 
It’s HOME where my mother is, leave when stay, and come back when run away. Always.
It’s ROOM for safety in isolation, leaning, screaming, rocking, crying and…dreaming. Nobody knows.
It’s DESK on which my PC is, the one I’m with all the time. He’s my tutor. Just be in silence.
It’s the NOTEBOOK as a diary, not always, a space for sentimental writing in full of feeling in hand. I call it my memory. It’s crazy.
MORE.

 And now is this page, for more space of privacy and share in differnce. I’m not going to say any major issue here.
Just welcome myself, Azi! :)

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